I always ask him to drive, because i like my boy to lead the path as a couple.
He has always been my life & strength, showed me endless love. Been there for me during my hard times.

He always improve whenever i complain to him. I will do the same. He use to give a lot of excuses but now he just kept quite and let the action do the talking.
Im proud of him, his mine. No more leading to other people.

Life gets sweeter when his by my side. In fact, he was always there.Im just too ego to actknowlage it.
Tears always drop whenever i think of him. I guess my tears means Im joyful :)
Love having you around. <3
ily hubby ~

Im sorry from the bottom of my heart.

He has been there for me all the time, although how bad i treat him because of his mother.. he will still be there for me if he could...

I guess i was being rude to him the last time cause of unsatisfied things that didn't been settled..
Im piese off quite often i perhaps, ended up being rude to a person who is not the cause of fault..
blaming the wrong person...

I understand that he wants me to earn his heart back, so that i could value the love that has between me and him...

Im just not use of the situation like this, in the past.. he treat me like princess... giving me whatever i ask for that he can give...
and Im being selfish and stupid without stepping back and look at the bigger picture ..

his my everything now...
<3
i dont want anything to destroy it...

I was so guilty that my hubby reach home late and getting scolded from the parents...
That's why, Im making an effort to send him home today .. to make sure that his on time reach home....

he bake a peach pie for me, it was so delicious that i was able to finish 2 huge pie...
i was driving while eating it...

Thanks yea hubby... but can i have more the next time you do it ?
Hehe~

i have been busy spending time with him as much as poasible. i felt like if in a day, i didn't meet up with him.. its like Im lost for a hundred years... time goes very slow....


I always complain about him looking at his watch, today he told me he will not look at his watch starting from today since i kept complaining .....

Im proud of him, because he is willing to give and take in situation like this. it makes me feel that i should follow him... i confess that Im a hardheaded person ...

it very eye opening for me that i could change for the better...


hubby ar, ily <3
your my everything...

Taking it slow~

Went to Taylor to accompany him, true is boring. I rather be by his side, then sitting at home chatting with him. Since Im so free, why not?

I remember he wanted a cap, and he has performance coming up. I clearly remember he said he had to borrow other peoples cap when he does his beatbox thing.
He always wear smart, and he felt like his not part of the team because he dont wear what normally beatboxcer uses.
Dress code, something like that.
Does it make sense ? (agak-agak lah!)

When I felt bad, and thinking of buying one for him.
Thankfully, he like it . <3
A sense of relief.



Out of a sudden, he ask for my phone. I was shocked, i knew he was watching me whenever i play with my phone. His very sensitive.
At first, i refuse to give cause i thought after awhile he wouldn't bother and leave it alone.
I was wrong again, he took so serious about it. In the end, i give him check my phone.


Before letting him check.


Cam see his face? Damn serious !


Satisfied.

Luckily, nothing inside ! But i've got nothing to hide.

Gosh, missing him so badly. Havent receive any text from him yet.
:(
cant sleep.

Since picture says a thousand words, I want you to see this.



When I say you, you know who you are.

My heart, is so fragile that it could break in a matter of seconds.
Could you stop acting like your the only one that is affected ?
Am I that invisible to you that you couldn't see that Im hurt as well.

Oookay ...
I've been busy lately, of what....
Gonna tell you guys soon enough, for now my mouth is zip...

Ermmm, having semester break now but nothing fancy that my group planied .

I just don't wanna be at home, freaking bored.
I have no pets either like totally quite here.

Any suggestion for this one week, that i could do that could sound fun ?
let me know about it ya ?

All i ever wanted from you, was just able to spend time with you and paying attention more to me.

I have been crying day each, on just hoping with this two things.

Will you do something about it ?
please..

I really want to scream my heart out...
:((

I didn't get to post any yesterday, freaking tired.

Well,well,well.....
I went to see 'him' cause i need help in add math, i was really hoping he could teach me more although not all but nahhh Im satisfied.

I get to meet his girl too, hmmm~
how to say in a nice way....
ermmm .....
Make this short and simple, not my cup of tea. I perhaps~

I did told him before that Im jealous of her girl(before meeting her)..
Sorry, i take it back.
I dont feel anything, watching you guys together makes me smile because it gave me goosebumps. Im not sure whether its fake or real but it gave me goosebumps all the way.

I don't feel the bond, you know ?
Im his ex, of course when i see him with other girl surely get jealous whenever the sweetness appre.
This is totally another way around.
LOL~

I read back all my previous blog a while ago, hmmm... sorry guys make a lot of mistake with the spelling and grammar.
I didn't took it seriously.
:(
I can't edit it through my phone, must be laptop or PC.

Giving up.

I got this from Facebook, it hit me. So, i copied it.

I know, Im a very short - temper person yet very short patience too. One word to describe me, will be unpredictable.

Mmmmm~ celebrated cristen's birthday today. Being with my cousins makes me forget the things that's on going around me.







I could really enjoy my time being with my cousin because Im busy taking care them, each move they make. I have to be aware.

Im weak, it has been a while since Im longing for someone to take are of me. Bossing me around, asking what Im doing and so on.
Mmmmm~

I think i should be to near with 'him', Im worry Im causing troubles to him. I can see in his eyes, he really likes this girl. Therefore, it wont be easy for him to let go of her.
When Im gone, i dont think he realise.
Im gonna take it slow, in the picture i could image that Im not in it.
:)

No matter what, i have to put a smile face on. So, that he would be suspect or notice anything.
Cheers to that !
smile :)))

My aunt was very fishy today, she became a match maker. One word, SPOT ON. Hahaha~ i can't believed she know what type of a guy i like. I didn't even talk to her about it.
After the party, i did put her aside. I asked her why do so. ' Kau punya muka sudah berubah, macam saja sedih. Sudah berapa minggu, untie tengok kau macam tu. Tak kesah siapa orang kau fikir, lupa larh Harh. Auntie boleh suggest kau orang lain. ok ah mui? '
First thing happened to me was, tears drop from my eyes. Haiz~ i've been crying a lot lately.
Its hard. Very hard. :(

Will he really let go of my hand?
I was not convince by his answer late time.
By the way, he hug me was another different story.

When will this end ?
Im weak enough, still need to go through this.

See, as time goes only i decide how.
By what my aunt told me, defiantly lost my hope 78% .

I don't even want to keep pushing him around and asking for hug.

Im sad, really can see through my face. Hard to keep, my mom keep asking what's wrong with me too.
A lot of people say so, it gave me pressure and more sadness .

Bright side and the dark side.

This morning, i had a bad dream about 'him', not very pleasing indeed. He gave me new hope last Wednesday then i almost lost it today. In my dreams, he was letting me go. Which broke my heart in little pieces, all i need was crying, on the spot call him. My second call he pick up, i guess it was 5 or 6 in the morning. My heart was relief when he started to talk, but he fall asleep half way. Hahahahaha~
Its the typical him,it always like that.

He told me that he could meet me today, i quickly change then drive off. The hug he gave was very peaceful to me, i didn't want to tell him cause i don't want to burden him since his sick and having his family issue going on.
I just cried and hug him, it has been such a long time since i heard his heartbeat. The long is was, the faster the heartbeat pumps.

I always turn away, when he touch his phone. Mainly, my reason was Im jealous. It's not always i can spend time with him, one on one. I would apperciate it if he kept it way. On the other hand, i can't complain it is because he have other responsibility to someone else. That's why i keep quite about it.

Nothing goes better then seeing Daniel after so long, he told me it was a year since i last saw him. I don't agree, i surely remember the last time i saw him was when he came down from the staircase, his face was damn angry and keep say to his brother that Im not very welcome.

That was January ! Actually only nine months, i never saw him. How did it became a year ?
LOL !

He grow up so fast, i was shocked to see him. He change a lot, both of them are handsome. Just that, Daniel is tall, dark and a bit fatty. Meanwhile, his big brother is, like the guy who knows how to wear suits. Big boss style ! When he wore casual, his just normal but then you see the face. You will drop. Why ? The longer you look at him, you will realized his handsome as well.

I like guys, who knows how to rock the outfit with suits, my type of guy. HAHAHAHAHA~
I mention it before, you get the picture.

Bitter and sweet roll into one. Good memories.

Im having tummy pain, i hope Im fine. Feel like wanna vomit. Hope nothing major happens.

Special night with special someone, its really different when your around someone you loved so deeply. Without notes the time pass by so fast, with those moment heart fulled with happines & joy. In other words, my heart was like floating in the air.

He ask for yam cha, how in earth could i refuse ?! Without hesitate i agree, i nearly hit a car again cause i was speeding then the car in fornt of me suddenly stop.
I hit my break so hard that could hear the engine sound.

I didn't told him, Im scared i got scold and he start worried.

I was more please with the group that i meet earlier today, rather then the first one. It is because i felt more welcome.
And surprisingly, he paid more attention to me. Which blew me away, when your not expecting anything from him, he'll gave you A+ on what you hope to happened. If not the other way around, that makes me want to hit my hear on the wall.

If i could kiss him from head to toe, i would do it because i was very please with the result. Before this, i argue with him about it and he really took action with it. He deserved a reward.

He started to smoke again, i hope to cure it before its too late. Last time, it took me so hard to cure him. I did it before I'll do it away, no matter what i will do it. Reason is cause Im worried about his health, his a person who love sport, knows how to shape up his body muscle. I don't want it to be wasted.

Getting a hug from him was the awesome part of all, i don't want to let go, but i cant breath. All i can say is, his hug is priceless. It comes me down, i remember what he told me. Sometimes, i just don't show that i'll obey but i do.

Last time was' sudah lah ', now 'enough already '. Hehe~it is still him that i know so well.

I just wanna write what happened today, although Im very sleepy now, i just down wanna forget today.

This time my turn to wait for you.

Im worried.

I had a bad dream about Daniel last night, which i feel very odd that i will dream about Daniel.

In my dream, he was asking for help with a red eyes, non stop crying and his look was very terrified. I couldn't say it in words, but its very pity looking face. I don't know what's what was the reason, i just woke up in terror. At the moment, i realized that i couldn't sleep back. So, i decided to go to the kitchen and have a drink of water.

As Im going down from my bed, i was at the sitting and ready to go down from the staircase because my bed is double decker bed.
I saw a orb, blinking and its in white colour. I was shocked because orb couldn't see by naked eyes, normally can see through picture only.

By the way, orb normally is a spirit. If still don't get it, check it on the dictionary.
The more i got frighten, as i force myself to sleep, all i could think of was Daniel's face. So, the whole day today, i lost my appetite to eat again and kept thinking what should i do.

Daniel is weak in reading, i know that his phone just put anywhere in the house. That's why, i worried that his mother or father will read it. Then, i got to trouble again. The other thing is, the last time i saw him, he was not very please with me. In fact, I was not very welcome. I don't if he has forgiven me or not.

I don't wanna disturb his elder brother, the reason is Im sure that he thought Im just joking around and just want to find a topic so that i could chat with him.

There is a lot of things going through my mind, i not sure whether Im being sarcastic or what. Yet, i can't find any one for me to pass this massage. Find Erwan's gf ? even more odd.

I really dont know what to do, and Im worried sick .....
what should i do ??? Whaaatttt ????!!

Daniel please be safe & sound. Heaven please look after him.
I don't know what to do............
:'(

I found the song already, its Whitney Houston- Run to you.
The lyrics was slightly wrong.
the second stanza should be like this....
But if i run to you~ouuuu
Will you stay or will you run away..
(I guess i know the answer)

Found this song yesterday, til the whole night i never got to sleep. Everyone in college asked me, why am i so moody.
I just kept my head down, because i worry once i started to talk about it again i might cry.

I do hate myself for being such a drama queen, but i can't keep inside my heart either. It just a like boom ready to explode anything it triggers.
I cant hide my emotional side, my whole day & night was destroyed. Totally destroyed by small matter, and i made it very big.

I wonder, do he ever think of me ? like i did ? wondering if his ok, what his conditions are, happening in his life and such on. He didn't even gave me a hope that in future there might be a chance, just a slightly sign that i could see. Totally non, it reminds me that he said 'once its over, i will never go back'.
I dont even dare to ask him.
I guess, just move on. Won't get that chance, just keep going and looking forward to the future that is in fornt of me.

All the things, he gave me before i put in a box where i dont normally see. So that, it wont bothering me. What's left was the blanket that is like tiger print on it but its pink & brown, i use to hug it to sleep. It not my baby pillow that i usually hug to sleep.

Next week, is mid term exam. Im having problem with the business maths, no one that i could find to teach me. :'(

*honest

The boooom .

Today is my little baby's birthday, is all I wanna remember. My cute sunshine is 4 years old now, grew up very fast. I remember i use to take care of her, feed her and dress her up.
Its a mile stone to watch them grow, and getting to know more of her personality.

Yet, another day that i wont look back as a part of life. This is quite personal, you may leave this blog if you wish too.

Sometimes, i have to eat back my own medicine in order to understand the condition and most of all the feelings. I guess this year, is not my best year after all, been through tough times make me stronger. I have to think positive, to me positive is the key.

Teddy bear should show up, if not i would be like this. I want to blame teddy bear but i can't, accepting for what i've done is the best way. Learning it the hard way, is hard the impact was even deeper. I guess I wont give back those things to him already. It is whats left for me, i think Im going to keep it.

I wanted to wait til our feeling was neutral but i failed, i told everything what is inside. I can't turn back, but at least i feel good about it. I didn't expect anything, just hope to be heard my side of the story. It was my most sad day ever and yet most gald.

Today was enough, bordering you was not the part of the plan. I promise it was only for day, you fall asleep at 11.59 a.m. you pick a good time :)
Save the best for last, that 1 minute, i could tell you so much but since you fall asleep. How could i disturbed you ? i did enough already.

I said this blog will never be about you but i still do it. Why ?
I cant even answer my own question. How stupid is that ?

I guess, i can sing the song ' put the blame on me' by you know who. Who sang the song ' lonely '. There is one song which my mom use to always sing, i dont know what was the title or who sang it but the lyrics goes like this..................
I wanna run to you, uhho
I wanna run to you~ouuuu
Will you hold me in your arms
And keep me save from harm
I wanna run to you~ouuuu
uhhhho
And if i run to you~ouuuu
Will you keep me save from harm~ouu

After that, i don't remember. Its like Im in that situation right now.
Mmmmm~ who do i turn to now ?
:(

I said in the previous blog before this that , finger cross that i wouldn't talk anything about it. (the ring)



I didn't stick to my promise, i felt like a niddle was put through my heart. It hurts, really bad ..
How long is this gonna be? can it be undone ? the feeling is so bad like wanna jump from the highest building.

I wish, I wiiisshhh that i never opened a Facebook account. Where it all begin.

Belle, put your shit together and shut the f**k up. You can stand alone and you will rise again. This feeling wont happen again. Its not the end of the world.

Guess who show up ?

After so long, i thought its lost.
Cleaning up my room and the other stuff that was still in the box that belong to me, i bring them all out. Then, i saw this.........


I call this bear, teddy bear Lao gong.
Its because my ex give it to me when his going to Kuantan to study.

When i saw this, right away my tears drop. It reminds me a lot of good & bad memory.

Im waiting for the right time, to explain everything that I've done for him, so that he will understand me.

By right time, means when we're both stable and our feels with one another is nutural.
I dont know when will it happen and I worry that i will forget because i want to end our friendship since the day that i went to look for him and he was playing card game while i was trying to reconnect with him. Other thing, with his friends in fornt and side by side.
How on earth will I tell my problems, i mind that his friends around. He dont get me and continue play till his balls drop.

Anyways, he gave/ reminded me of our bad times then good. In the matter of fact, there is more sweet memory between us. The issue of his collage in Kuantan its only us who know the real problem. Sometimes i felt guilt for what had happened to him and yet I totally understand why he did so. Therefore, sometime i need to put myself away from him. I put my tough face on while my heart is crying to go back.
The main reason is because I dont want and wont let it happened again.
I hope he can try to put the pieces together and get the whole picture. It is important to me that he gets it, nor mater what other people thinks Im doing. I don't care as long as he get it, that's why when i know he dont get it and tell people different story makes me very angry. I always want the best for him.

He always tell me that it is not easy to forget me, I know his lying because he deleted our picture, that's is the very first step to find another girl. Am I right ?
Which i know in future he get one.
I hope his still remember what i told him, "don't treat her the way you treat me". I hope that he truly remember it.

In the past, we were one. A part of me still worry and care for him no matter what. I support him in every ways. The is on weakness of me when in come to him, he has a perfume that can make me think of him for one week. I know its insane but no joke its true, its like a drug you longing for it to be able to smell it again.
Does that make sense?
I hope so.

Back then, our second home was the Viva mall and Tuition center. Dont undereastment this places, gosh, crazy stuff we did back then.
I always wanted to bring him to Full House, but it never happened sad case.

Talking about promise, I remember another thing. When he grow up(mentality) i mean his not crazy its just go through more experience, then when the time is right. We give ourself another chance. That was our promise.
Everyone knows as time goes by things change people change even feelings change the only way to know the result is when time comes.

I hope he get to see this, cause last time he use to read my blog.
Ci bai, miss you. But most of all, study hard yet remember to play hard. Hahahahaha ~
Whatever it is your doing Good luck.

( i miss place the ring he gave, i hope when i saw it again i wont written something about it. )
FINGER CROSS.

Im having trouble with acne problem ever since Im in Form 1 then it started to get more worst when i reach Form 2. Since then, I've been buying and doing products for my skin but non are those product can continually gave me the same result as the beginning of using them.

Til now, Im still battling with it. It never end, which made me frustrated.

Sometimes, it pulls down myself steam or confident cause basically when meeting with people, the very first thing they look at is the face before anything else.

I notice now my acne is getting worst like half of my face is with pimples or marks.
I just have to take it slow to cure them .

My face is like a Car machine, because normally car go to service every 3 months to maintain a good condition of the car. Like wise my face need to go facial to maintain it. But when time doesn't treat me good, i got no time to go for it sometimes its because of financial problems.

This has become my issue that havent solve, to me like it has been decades its overwhelming me.

All i could say is, hope it will be ok soon.
:(

yeah, finally get my snow white back. After a half a month of waiting like shit, i finally get back my baby car.

I like her to be clean all the time, cause her colour is white.

H&M is gonna open this Saturday, Im 100& on !

Damn excited.
;)

Meet the family !

Yup, you guess it right !
My hubby <3<3<3<3
I like his adorable younger sister more close, i guess.

Erm, soon the picture of me and my hubby will be up.

Been through bad times this past few week, yet everything is stable now.

His the only person that i could relate too, the others are rubbish. Yeah, the" jack Ass "one.
Never gonna contact that person anymore, live down or up.. Its his decision, i dont want to interacting with him anymore.

My hubby, is the light or my darkness <3

I never felt so lonely before. This day is the day that I wont look back and remember it.

Im in pain, this are the only words are going through my head.

What's life like being animal ?

Bad news.

This bad news maybe just for me, not other people.
I just been through an accident last Friday which was on the 3rd of August.
Apparently it wasn't my fault, although i was the one who bang her car.
Long story make short, it wasn't not my fault 100%.

A lot had ask me, after experience a very serious accident. Do i get scared/worry when I start to drive again ?
My answer is no, i take it as a experience that can never be forgotten. All always be alert and follow your own sense when you drive.

Im just grateful that Im not dead but Im also heartbroken that my car is badly damaged. My snow white is only 1 year old. I know after this my car won't be as good as before.

I cried because of my car, not anything else.


He gave me a big surprise today, although I have guess it already. Hahahaha, what can I say I know very well when my guy gets fishy. ;-)


Got this gift from him as a quick recovery. He was worried sick, I was not happy that I made him feel that way.

Selangor state : Monday was Public holiday. Cheras don't get this holiday.

The main reason he get to accompany yet gave me a surprise.
That big smile on his face when I told him Im was surprise made my heart feel happy to see that smile. Although Im was not fully surprise.
>_<"

I might have mentioned "him" a lot but non of my best friend or ex saw him yet. Only my boss and co-works see him.
Well, I will show the picture of both of him and me when I feel the time is right. Because Im not ready yet.

I HAD AN AWESOME DAY !!!!!!!
<3
PEACE & LOVE

It was suppose to be a enjoyable night cause dad arrived home from oversea. It was over a month, since he wasn't at home.

I was looking forward to have a family movie time. That's normally how we sent time together.
But aim too high isn't always a good thing, instead my parents argue till late night.

One thing, my mom like to break and throw glass things when she got mad. So, the sound of it irritates me terribly.
As I went down from my bed, went over to thier room. I heard the story, I can feel what my mom says was true then without thinking I went forward to my dad and slap him in the face.

Honestly, I know Im daring but it never cross my mind that i would be able to slap my own dad.
I think my mom was shocked to see me do so. Therefore, she ask be to not be involved.

Before I went back to my room, I close thier door and slams it loudly with a big kick.
The main reason why I did it because it's 3 am Im trying to sleep and other peolpe since we're now living in a apartment and each corner of the area can hear the baning noise.

The next day, war still goes on. Until 4 pm, its the time where i have to rush to cheras for my facial.

Yesterday plan of watching movie, was push to todays plan.
We went to Paradigm mall to watch

Oh my goodness !!! "FUCKING" Awesome movie indeed.........
Check it out. You be regret xD



I love the movie .
I believed that it's not the end for batman. Im guessing he will be next batman


-that's all for now. :)
bye~

I've been a workaholic ever since Im working. So, during my offdays if Im not rest at home then Im shopping or spending my time with *him.

These are all the routine that I've been doing.
Working here at La Primavera, I gain a lot of experience. Sometimes there are conflict between my co-workers but after a while. Things get better and we're like family. Going out together, have dinner after work, share stories, buy things together, share foods, and all those stuff.

The only problem with me, is when I didn't get enough rest and Im working my Ass off at curve that's the time where I get very quite and have a serious face.

Hahahaha, but when *him came to the shop to accompany me. The environment changes naturally.

Since Im working, honestly I've not been eating heathly foods as I use too.
So, the alternative way is by drinking fresh fruits. Im thankful because *his there to prepare and buy for me. -Juice works (high recommend)

Im very Happy !!!!!!
Just wanted to say it out loud ;P
Enjoying it the moment.

Few more days, shopping again.
Weeeeeee ~

Sorry, for not updating lately. I am very busy as you can see. Im working full time back to back. Sometimes I'll be at The Curve and most of the time I'll be at Paradigm mall.

Sincerely honest, is not that easy to balance work and relationship at the same time.

I wanna inform to those who read my blog, Im gonna delete some of the previous post on blog because of wrong spelling and grammar and such on.

One of the other reason is, im kinda lazy to edit again and rethink of the things that happen .

Whenever i write blog, there such things that happened in my life weather is good or bad.

***
To you.
I promise I wont hold you back again. Be happy :)

I started to work.

Today is my first day of working, gaining another experience is a nice thing to explor. I totally love and respect my co-worker named JoJo. Hahaha~ cool name. Im guessing she is around 30-40 years old. Although her age is old but she act young.
Very nice personality.



took this picture during break time, i was 100% tired. But guess what's my problem?

Still having insomnia, i know, what your gonna ask.
Am i human ?
lolx
Just a joke !


Stay tune for more updates !
peace & love
;)
<3

Has anyone watch the grand finally of American Idol ? incase, not go check it out.

Oh my gosh, I've got to say that Rihanna dance was vava voom ... !
I head over heels with it.

As i predict right? my guy won !!!!!
of course, ;-)

I purposely took this picture but i was not able to take his face but what the heck.



Im very happy for him, although just by watching I could feel the joy that he feels.

Mmmmm~ i suppose have to go to see Mr.Chee but bad luck today my plan did not went well.
:(
And guess what ? I wanna call him but my place No line.
Gosh!!! what the fuck..... send massage also cant.. Just great !

Im very stress, if you look at me closely behind my smile is very broken happiness. Issue from parents to relation to finding a job.

I also got job interview today but as i said earlier. my plan was wash by the sea from weeks of weeks of planning. Hope it goes well.

Im on my bed the whole day, very dissapointed no words can describe my feeling, totally suck.

I just want someone else to take care of me. Not you, i had engouh.

Gosh, I need to wake up early because Im going to church alone today. Normally, when dad is around i can sleep til 8.30 am but if he is not here, i need to wake up at 6 or 7 am.
After church have to fed my dog, i miss my dog. I still haven't find someone that are willing to take care of him yet.
Im sad to give him away. :(

Anyone watching American Idol ?
Hahaha ~
my vote will be ............


I love his voice more then the other one.
Can't wait to see the final !!

I use to watch American Next Top Model. But i stop watching since 2 years ago. But now Im back to watch it. Guess why ?
Cause this year the British Invention baby !
Oh yeah ~ I support them, can probably say my attitude is like them.
-Hate drama
-can't stand the competition don't complain just leave.
-don't cry for no reason.
But honestly, the American girls look more pretty. Must have the look and the brains together like Ivanca Trump. Did i spell right ? Sorry it i mass it out.



I been crazy with the drama Dong Yi, its a Korean Drama (as always). I wouldn't miss it for the world. ;)

I remember my aunt pull me aside, just to ask me who do i support in America Idol, and she told me I look alike with her,



Im like... seriously? seriously ?
o.O

I did attend a wedding with my sister and had dinner as well. I forget the steps before saying ' I do .'

Erwan is f***king fate personality.

What I been through with him, not everyone knows. Only few people know. What pieces me off is, he is act fake in fornt of me and he act differently when he is with friends.

R : Broke up again?
A : Haiyaa ~
Argue oni ~
R : I tot u moved on ?
why stuck with dicarprio again?
A : Ya but she looked for me back.
Haiz~
Pening ~
R : What about the another one?
The one quite mature
U dumped her?
A : Nope she ask for break up n later
wants me back
Nothing happen with that~
R : So two get stucked with you now.
A : No larh that Wan i havent meet her
R : Only met in Facebook ? Lol
A : Ya
R : gg
why so pro one?
met in Facebook can become so close.
A : Hahaha~
Maybe fate gua bro ~
A : :)
R : fate?
R : but now screwing with dicarprio
lol
A : Ya man
A : Love sucks
R : You studying ?
A : havent
R : Working ?
A : start august
nope not working
R : What u studying ?
A : parent dont allow
R : I mean u gonna study
A : Hospitality Management
R : hmmm
R : not bad
good luck to you then hope u become successful once u start Ur future studies
A : Thx bro
:)
A : I will
R : You will find plenty of girls in collage dont worry about girls now
R : still got so long
A : Ya exactly
R : go learn something or do something meaningful pls
A : I now play touch n go
R : u have so much time till August
A : Yup~ Yup ~
i now play with girls, while looking for the rite Wan ~
R : omg
R : why must you play with girls?
A : what to do ?
oni bad girls like this Wan now~
R : govplay with some of your talent la not flirting with girls.
A : I dont really flirt
A : But oni if the girl gatal wit me
you know what Im not aplay boy type
i Oso dunno how to court a girl ~
R : Then dont give a fuck la
entertain them for Wat?
A : for fun when Im bored
for fun when Im bored

R is remain secret and A is Erwan, Facebook name is A-one beatbox. Then, dicarprio means me.

Ladies and gentle men, you guys be the judge.

Test from Erwan,
I really am sry for wat i said~
Its nt true~
U knw hw i am~
Pls~

2nd
Stop tis pls~
U knw im the oni guy tat begs u nonstop, no matter wat~
Pao pei pls~
I love u very much~

When the time is right.

I 'WILL' change my boy toy when i feel that is time to have new one. Just same old habits, never change. So, why do i have to change my attitude right ?

Hahahahaha... Call me whatever you want, all i say is.......
#showingyoumiddlefinger&talkto thehand.

Went to Curve today, the only fun part was the Fashion Show at the center court of Curve.
There are a lot more guys and other style of cloths that they wear but these picture that took are my favorite ones.








I like guy that can pull of by wearing a good suit. And who know how to choose a perfume, i like nice smell.


Casual look, its very seldom to see people wear like this at K.L.

Now, the sexy pictures.. Actually the model are showing the foot wear but mostly people are looking at thier body.*including me







Remember the song ' Im sexy and i know it '. The DJ air this song, a bunch of Melay ladies went crazy and scream their hearts out when they saw a handsome guy. Which is this guy >



I can't sleep, cause it was destroyed by a pig brain. The brain is small as pig.
I was so sleepy but i never show it because we didn't chit chat for long except in the middle of the night. Where most people is sleeping, then what i received in return was bullshit.

Girls who are still single, don't get involved with love life yet. It bring nothing but headache if you choose wrong guy. Guys always take advantage of girls. That is the reason why girls got highblood.

Ipoh

Went to Ipoh on Wednesday then came back on Friday, then straight went to Curve watch movie 'Dark Shadow ' main actor Jonny Deep.
Gosh, seriously i could not miss those movies that acted by him. No way~

I been to Ipoh a lot of times already, just because Im over bored at home. That's why i agreed to go. And my dad usually got outstation for a week to a month. Since its only for 3 days at Ipoh, its more then enough.

I was suppose to be drive from k.l to Ipoh but half way, i felt too sleepy cause that night before i chit-chat with my man. Not enough sleep so dad drive. Slept like a sleeping beauty til mom took a picture of me sleeping.

1st day, once reach Ipoh send dad to work then mom and i went for jalan2 while waiting for dad to finish work. Mom is crazy with nice view, therefore we go up those staircase way up to the peak. I was so tired sweat as hell. It is actually a temple in a cave. I was amaz by the paintings on the walls.

2nd day gym and spa the rest of day. I do like to recommend te milk bath for girls who like thier skin to be soft as baby and fair.
But i feel such a waste, cause after going for it, i went to Sunway lost world play water til i get 2 tones of skin colour.
Aiyaya ~

Anyone visit Ipoh should go here.




Its different from the Sunway here in k.l.
And in k.l is like a sea of peop
le in side Sunway Lagoon no space.

That morning, dad ask me to go eat breakfast before going to Tambun. I thought is after i wake up but actually is at 9.30 am .
=_=
because i normally wake up at 1-3 pm. Terpaksa...... See~


Barely havent open my eyes yet.

But Tambun was fun although Im alone playing water n swimming around by myself . Mom just went in to take picture. LOL!

After fad finish working, he meet us at Tambun. Asking someone to send him there.

My sissy

Hahahahahahahaha, it has been a while since i saw her. And she was around here, so i made an effort to go see her.

I didn't know, who was with her.
All can i say is, his a good man !
Thumbs up !

Mom never realize that it was 9 pm when i left. I guess , it was good timing because my parents argue.

Suppose to be, i got to hang out with them again today but mom doesn't allow.

Funny to say we both got same phone, mine is black my sissy is white.





while waiting for them to arrived, but wait for awhile then i went to F block shop look around.
I don't really like to wait alone.

My room is still not yet finish, im still wondering should I buy carpet or not? but my hair always drop. Any suggestions ?

Dad finally bought me my eiffel tower.



Add in to my room collection, love love it. I wanted it so badly because it is the city of fashion and of course, city of love. Nice combination right?

Below my eiffel tower is all my bags that I often use and my collection of perfume but most of it is given by my aunt.

Last Sunday went to Istana Negara but mom haven't uploaded it yet. She wants the picture perfect. LOL !
Im still waiting for it though.
It probably upload at my first acc in Fb.



This past few weeks, I've been hunger for job. Staying at home.really sucks not only need to do house duty still have to listen every day the arguments of my parents. Most of my mom love to bang things around til i cant even sleep.

I need money at the same time, i want the make up 'Naked Plattle' by urban decay . I still have to pay the kido some money, iiisssssh.... money is never enough .
When on earth will my coach bag arrived ?!?!

T.T

mommy's hair cut.

As i promise before this, to show my mom's terrible hair cut.

She cut it because she got paranoid during the big argument with dad.

Let me show
from this
Last Saturday, she went for a hair cut before visiting the Istana Negara but delay because it close at 5 pm and during that time its already 4.30 pm.

We change the plan and roll it to the next day after church . Therefore, we went for movie night at Viva . I realise that this place is more better cinema then the rest.
-Nice sits
- huge screen
-big space
- comfortable
-like this lights

Ok! I forget to get you guys see the result of my mom new hair .





Her previous hair before this was this