Today is my little baby's birthday, is all I wanna remember. My cute sunshine is 4 years old now, grew up very fast. I remember i use to take care of her, feed her and dress her up.
Its a mile stone to watch them grow, and getting to know more of her personality.
Yet, another day that i wont look back as a part of life. This is quite personal, you may leave this blog if you wish too.
Sometimes, i have to eat back my own medicine in order to understand the condition and most of all the feelings. I guess this year, is not my best year after all, been through tough times make me stronger. I have to think positive, to me positive is the key.
Teddy bear should show up, if not i would be like this. I want to blame teddy bear but i can't, accepting for what i've done is the best way. Learning it the hard way, is hard the impact was even deeper. I guess I wont give back those things to him already. It is whats left for me, i think Im going to keep it.
I wanted to wait til our feeling was neutral but i failed, i told everything what is inside. I can't turn back, but at least i feel good about it. I didn't expect anything, just hope to be heard my side of the story. It was my most sad day ever and yet most gald.
Today was enough, bordering you was not the part of the plan. I promise it was only for day, you fall asleep at 11.59 a.m. you pick a good time :)
Save the best for last, that 1 minute, i could tell you so much but since you fall asleep. How could i disturbed you ? i did enough already.
I said this blog will never be about you but i still do it. Why ?
I cant even answer my own question. How stupid is that ?
I guess, i can sing the song ' put the blame on me' by you know who. Who sang the song ' lonely '. There is one song which my mom use to always sing, i dont know what was the title or who sang it but the lyrics goes like this..................
I wanna run to you, uhho
I wanna run to you~ouuuu
Will you hold me in your arms
And keep me save from harm
I wanna run to you~ouuuu
uhhhho
And if i run to you~ouuuu
Will you keep me save from harm~ouu
After that, i don't remember. Its like Im in that situation right now.
Mmmmm~ who do i turn to now ?
:(
I said in the previous blog before this that , finger cross that i wouldn't talk anything about it. (the ring)
I didn't stick to my promise, i felt like a niddle was put through my heart. It hurts, really bad ..
How long is this gonna be? can it be undone ? the feeling is so bad like wanna jump from the highest building.
I wish, I wiiisshhh that i never opened a Facebook account. Where it all begin.
Belle, put your shit together and shut the f**k up. You can stand alone and you will rise again. This feeling wont happen again. Its not the end of the world.
Its a mile stone to watch them grow, and getting to know more of her personality.
Yet, another day that i wont look back as a part of life. This is quite personal, you may leave this blog if you wish too.
Sometimes, i have to eat back my own medicine in order to understand the condition and most of all the feelings. I guess this year, is not my best year after all, been through tough times make me stronger. I have to think positive, to me positive is the key.
Teddy bear should show up, if not i would be like this. I want to blame teddy bear but i can't, accepting for what i've done is the best way. Learning it the hard way, is hard the impact was even deeper. I guess I wont give back those things to him already. It is whats left for me, i think Im going to keep it.
I wanted to wait til our feeling was neutral but i failed, i told everything what is inside. I can't turn back, but at least i feel good about it. I didn't expect anything, just hope to be heard my side of the story. It was my most sad day ever and yet most gald.
Today was enough, bordering you was not the part of the plan. I promise it was only for day, you fall asleep at 11.59 a.m. you pick a good time :)
Save the best for last, that 1 minute, i could tell you so much but since you fall asleep. How could i disturbed you ? i did enough already.
I said this blog will never be about you but i still do it. Why ?
I cant even answer my own question. How stupid is that ?
I guess, i can sing the song ' put the blame on me' by you know who. Who sang the song ' lonely '. There is one song which my mom use to always sing, i dont know what was the title or who sang it but the lyrics goes like this..................
I wanna run to you, uhho
I wanna run to you~ouuuu
Will you hold me in your arms
And keep me save from harm
I wanna run to you~ouuuu
uhhhho
And if i run to you~ouuuu
Will you keep me save from harm~ouu
After that, i don't remember. Its like Im in that situation right now.
Mmmmm~ who do i turn to now ?
:(
I said in the previous blog before this that , finger cross that i wouldn't talk anything about it. (the ring)
I didn't stick to my promise, i felt like a niddle was put through my heart. It hurts, really bad ..
How long is this gonna be? can it be undone ? the feeling is so bad like wanna jump from the highest building.
I wish, I wiiisshhh that i never opened a Facebook account. Where it all begin.
Belle, put your shit together and shut the f**k up. You can stand alone and you will rise again. This feeling wont happen again. Its not the end of the world.
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