Has anyone watch the grand finally of American Idol ? incase, not go check it out.

Oh my gosh, I've got to say that Rihanna dance was vava voom ... !
I head over heels with it.

As i predict right? my guy won !!!!!
of course, ;-)

I purposely took this picture but i was not able to take his face but what the heck.



Im very happy for him, although just by watching I could feel the joy that he feels.

Mmmmm~ i suppose have to go to see Mr.Chee but bad luck today my plan did not went well.
:(
And guess what ? I wanna call him but my place No line.
Gosh!!! what the fuck..... send massage also cant.. Just great !

Im very stress, if you look at me closely behind my smile is very broken happiness. Issue from parents to relation to finding a job.

I also got job interview today but as i said earlier. my plan was wash by the sea from weeks of weeks of planning. Hope it goes well.

Im on my bed the whole day, very dissapointed no words can describe my feeling, totally suck.

I just want someone else to take care of me. Not you, i had engouh.