Happy new year every one !

I did not go out for countdown this year because its more better to celebrate with family.
Erm, but i did went out this morning not as I planied but mmmm enjoy also.

I break the rule, suppose to be after 3 months then can colour my hair again. I have a new reason for it cause its new year..
Hehe~
Of course, I have to say thank you for a speacial person. Hubbby !!!
For helping colour my hair.

Haiz

The this not how I want to remember the end of 2011. I finally reach home from the hospital. I can't remember anything that happen to me before end up in the hospital, mom said I fainted along the staircase.
No wonder, my whole back pain. Aiyoo~
Well, nothing is more comfortable then home. Its good to be back home.

Im into movies a lot, I got it from dad. So, I've got a movie to recommend for you guys :)
Title is 3 idiots.
My parents watch it first on astro not sure which channel. I was busy watching other movie in my room. From time to time I can hear them laugh til crying and guess what? The movie made both of my parents cried. My dad keep on saying the movie is very nice.

Until yesterday only I get to watch the movie because it was on air in TV3.
Trust me, its not about love story. Its about follow your dreams and fight for it, do the job that you like from the heart not because of parents force you be the person they what you to be.















I like this guy cause his good in acting.

When oh when can I go shopping? It has been two months since I shopping.
T.T
When can you come true.

Dec 25.

My parents and I was watching tv the whole day then, auntie Molly called my mom and invite us to fo her house for christmas. Do you know where is auntie Molly's family house MELAKA by the time she called it was already 6 pm.


Mom rush to change cloths and force me to go along. Haiz~ all adult only me teenager kinda boring.
When we reach melaka it was about 9.30 pm and when I enter the house it was more people than last year, the place was like a club beers very where, a lots of foooods !!!
This year was a lot different than last year, you can find a lot of people even a Japanese was there when auntie Molly intro to us. I was shocked me because it was thier relative. Wow~ they call themself as pizza cause its mix with a lot of stuff to be come a prefect pizza.

After a while comes a Australian people all the family. No wonder auntie Molly keep saying more of my relative will come to celebrate christmas with them. A lot of joke and laughter happening. I stay close with dad cause I make me feel a little bit uncomfortable. Mom was drunk after few beers cause she drink mix mix.
This year was not boring as last year, so Im kinda happy with that. If it was not for Lilly accompany me. I was get to enjoy as much I did.











On the way to melaka !

Wish

Today did not go any where with friends cause no money..huhu~ T.T
Instead I had to follow my parents for a while to go to Damansara for the measurements for kitchen kabinet.
I took a picture of my soon to be bed room.






Mom choose the colour, mother will always be mother. She is very bossy.

Since is christmas, I think there is no problem saying my wish for this year and next year.

Hmmm...let me recall..

1. I already have burberry so now next collection is chanel bag.

2. I wanna star my own collection of accesories like what my mom have, her diamons is gorgeous. I think I start with necklace first then continue something else.

3. Eat a lot of steak. Anyone can recommend to me ?

4. money for shopping, I bet year end sale will be happening soon.

5. to those who know me very very very well, I have my own tradision and that is very year change something about my look. So, I plan that after im satisfied with the colour of my hair. Then, only I curl my hair. I hope by that time my hair is longer.

6. I hope this does not sound odd but I want to bring my dog(lopan) to a dog spa.
I love my dog. Its hard to find the same dog like him here in Malaysia.

7. Travel

8. Buy more heels.

9. Go to spa myself.

10. Still thinking.... Hahahaha :-D
Happy Christmas Eve.
I suddenly remember something when I say this, my baby cousin's name ! Cristine Eve.

Hang out with one of my girl.;)

Vanisha rang me up few days ago and plan of going out together. So, I arrange my time to go out with her. It was a very tireding day, gosh !

We went watch movie for 2 hours, it was long but funny story. In the middle of movie it feels a little bit boring. After the movie we went to pavilion to take a couple of picture since cristmas is coming very soon.
Nice day ;)










Does she look pretty when she smile ??
haha ~ I had to force her and have a good result.









Saw azik along the way, miss this silly guy.


I did not get to have a proper sleep last night because waiting for a VVIP to come and send my supper. It is actually kinda yammy =)
Thank you !

Full of bad luck today !

I thought I might not be able to go sunwaylagon to play but last minute my dad receive a little bit money from no where ( His not willing to talk about it but I kinda guess its from the company ). So, since I got money. Of course, I want to go.


I really waited for this day to come. I was so excited till I can't even sleep although I tried to sleep early so that I wont miss my enjoyable moment. When things start to be excited and happy, there is this one person who always cross the bouderies when it happen things gets very bitter than that person from 360 degree change and say it was just playing around or say " Alah, jangan macam tu. I sayang back. "


To girls, do you feel nice about it? Its like having a world war 3 than suddenly your enemy treats you sweet. I don't get it at all !! This kind of people have to send to mental hospital.


Suppose to be going to sunway is on 12th Dec. But I give and take with that guy, so I waited and waited til today. Guess what?? Problems occour, "dad took my phone", "saw and the mssg", "shit" was here and there. I really don't get how does he handle this stuff. It happen a lot of time when his dad took his phone from him, he just never learn. As elder people always say that its hard to teach a person when the cup is already full.


It end up, Aaron and I go to sunway without him although he siad that he will ask his dad to send him there in the afternoon by the tone of his voice I know what he says is true or not.
Come to the worst part, Aaron and I did even get to enter the gate of sunwaylagon because the money that I bring is not enough. It really breaks my heart when I told him we can't enter because the look of his face was very disappointed. I tired another way to bring him in but it did not work.


I feel real bad, therefore what he was from me I just give to him without question like he wants lolipop, cola, macD and his favourate playing games. To make him happy and forget about sunwaylagon I allow him to watch and choose the movie want to watch.


Not really a day to remember, to all the things that happened. I still go with my decision get a new guy.







This movie I give 5 star, Godamn goooddd!!!!!!
Love love it.
To those haven't watch please go watch.

2012

My parents has a lot of planning for the new house in damansara but unfortunately 80 % of the plan has been postpone due to the thing that is going to happen on Dec 21th. It is not the end of the world but pole twisting is happening. If your wondering what am I talking about please do research about it, just type "Dec 21, 2012" and you may have the answer.

The whole world are invold. So, nobody can escape from it. Therefore all I know all my relative and friends are able to survive. As my dad reseach it deeper the sciencetist of NASA have provied us the time, it happens at 11 am and I thought that it will last for a couple of weeks or months but I was wrong, it will last for 2 - 4 years. During the time, all will go back to the stone age. Let me point out to you who are reading my blog " STONE AGE" !!

Yes, Im being serious about it. I hope that you who are reading tell your parents, friends, love ones about it.

Each day my parents never stop of planning about that day. Like how to keep the food for a year, things that are needed, a place that has no building nor trees not even near to moutin and sea. Learn some surviving skills. A lot a lot of stuff.

Image yourself, no fan, no clean water, no line, no tv and so on.
Honestly, if you understand how serious is it. You will feel scared and worry as I am at this moment. We've got one year to prepare for it. It's not too late to plan for yourself, to whom just got the news.

A question in my head is never be answer until the time comes. During that time, do we as a studies still goes to school or collage or Uni???

After few hours did not contact him, life seems so peaceful and nice. Can breath, think freely everything is aswsome.

Dad did not went to work today so we went a short trip to Damansara to order kitchen cabinet for the new house and drop by at Ikea to ask weather I'm able to work there as a part-timere.

It turns out to be no, because tjere is a training for 6 months. So even part time you still need training. I decide not to take the job.

Hmmm...not sure where or do I still want to work yet.

Unhappy

Yup, I've been unhappy person since spm over. Why?

-a lot of plans that i plan before spm finish, all did not happened.
-sharing a life with a mama's boy
-no money
-no fun
-no life

Actually I don't mind all this, but right now my case. I don't have a friend that has the same flock and have the same cup of tea.
When this happen, who do you turn to?
Boyfriend right?

I've been compromise with him a lot of times, in times of him wanting me to go and fetch him. I did.
When he wants to see me, I go. When he wants to hang out together, I was there no matter what I have to do just to go.

But...........when I need him the most, I can't see him. Non at all ! Even his image is not there. This is really a heart breaking for me. All he wants he gets but what I need is just to be there when I truly needs him.

Since spm over, I've been freaking free doing nothing and all I've done since spm over was eat,sleep,clean the house, watch tv and send my dad to work and fetch him after he finish working because his car break down. I did to want to give him the car cause whenever I feel of going out, I can go.

The plan of going sunway was my idea, I ask him can we do it. We even argue about it because I know its hard for him to go out because of his mother. What he told me was, "I will do it, just give me the time and date must have friends going."
I made him choose who did he wanna ask to join. I feel that the task was easy but it did to work.
I've been waiting and waiting. Now that I over spend my budget and my mood is no longer want to go.
I don't think Im joining his friends either.

After all this years, my past was all about long distance relationship. So, when I feel lonely I just keep silent and cry at one corner alone. Not wanting my close friend to know about it. All I can say about that exprericne was hard.

Until now, I found a new one it feels the same. Although he is just few blocks away still the same. I notice the last time his moral support was doing great but now thumbs down.
when I told him that I wanna work for a while since Im doing nothing and he can't even spend time together. I remember he told me "why so far away? your far from me"
Do you think is logic?? He can't even come out even though he ask permission from the mother. And all his worrying about is Im far from him??
What's that suppose to mean??
Am I correct? or am I wrong ? Who is being selfish ? you or me?

Frankly, his not the bf I need right now.
I appreciate his trying but honestly the result is nothing since the beginning til the end. Just a bit of improvement also non.

I'm back

SPM is OVER !!!!!!!!!
I'm freaking happy about it but what makes me feel weird is that I don't know what am I suppose to do next.
My parents made decision that we are going to move out from cheras to damansara, therefore a lot of thing need to be done. So, I'm not sure if I should go find a job and work for a while.

I'm running out of cash, in order to have cash. I have to work, than only I can go out and enjoy. Hmmmm~ I'm having a headache when I think about it. I wanna have fun but no $$ !! How am I suppose to have fun ??! Aaarggh~

My dad has resign to join other company and it provide him to go all over the Europe country, but before that he needs training because gain more knowledge in what his working at. The training is 3 to 6 months, the good thing is that my mom and I are joining dad. While dad having his training, mom and I travel to the place we can go to the maximum !!

In my number one list is I must go see Windsor castle and shopping of course.. hahaha~

I really wanna go sunway lagon to play water, the last time I enter there was form 3 after PMR. Now that i finish SPM, I must go back there again. For this time, I don't mind getting black because its once in a blue moon?! Am I right ? xD

By the way, today was the last day that i wear school uniform. Hmmm~ suddenly miss school ><"
AND AND AND, I get to colour my hair!!! after a year waiting the result is not what I expect it to be.

Yup ! I know I've been gone for a long time, it is all because Im busy preparing for my trails. It's next month that's the reason why its creeping me out. After this post, Im not sure when will I be posing again but just wait for me C=
Well, I wish my best for trails as so as everyone else~

I read an article, wish to share with all of you .


A woman came out of her house and saw three old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them but insisted on inviting them into her house.


One of the men stood up and said to her, " We do not go into a house together. I am Love. These are my friends, Wealth and Success." Then he said to the women, "Go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you would like to invite into your house."


After much discussion, the husband finally decided that they should invite Love in so that they could have their house filled with love.


When Love started walk into the house, the other two men also got up and followed him. Surprised , the woman asked, "I only invited Love in, why are you coming in as well?"


The men replied together,"if you had invited  Wealth or Success in, the two of us would have to stay out but since you invited Love, where he goes, we will follow. Wherever there is Love, there is always Wealth and Success."




I think this is more suitable for the couples and married couples. Hmmm, I hope you get the moral for this article ;)

 

What a busy month I've just been through but most of the time is always arguing with someone. Haiz~ Do you know what's my biggest  problem now? 

I did not really start my revision yet and even though I try to study the next hour my concentration is gone.

There is another thing that I have been thinking for a long time. Form 5 prefects should be fully retire but it has been postpone til September or October. The teachers keep on postpone it makes me feel want to resign my duty.So, I was wonder should I just resign?

But there is other thing, that strike me. That day when Pn.Chin was scolding all the prefects, she said that "If you can't do your duty for 20 mins and during recess 20 mins. Then, just resign on the spot. "

It may sound easy but it is more than that. Im still trying to figuring it out, cause now days I don't really go to school because of tired doing my duty and being late on my duty.

Tomorrow will be monthly test and I truly did not study not at all. I know that this exam is only few chapter and it is only base on Form 5. To be honest, this year I feel like I did not study just playing around but I class I don't really talk much and did not play much either. I always sleep, I don't know what makes me feel so tired.

So, I take this test as a test for myself if I do understand what I've been learning in my form 5 chapters. But you know what? I don't want to be in the bottom of the class. Although that might not be possible but who knows right? 

How life for me ? My stress is never ending.Wish that the spm fast come and go. So that, I would make me so headache. Problems always coming. Once there is not problem life it feels so peaceful but when problem comes it continues come one after another. As my friend always tell me, " This is life !! ". 

As for my love life..........................

Just finish arguing. This week was HELL !!! Than, when I check my fb. Syg said that syg's coming back to k.l. That time I was thinking sure marh?? My mind said don't play. On friday, I know that syg really is coming back for real because of the argument. Well, of course from my sista. Everything goes to her when there is a problem cause there is someone always find her. Sikit-sikit also find her already. LOL !

But what else can I do that person is degil. Just follow along. I degil if I don't want rather than that I think nothing liao gua. O.O" 

hmmmmm, before this week syg also got come back to visit me. That time was syg's first time to visit me since syg left to kuantan for 2 weeks.  I know when syg is acting weird. Wanna know why?? hehe~ this one I wont tell cause this is my secret weapon. 

On the day he first came back, we went for a dinner to a fancy restaurant and propose to me. Warh, frankly  damn malu to see or to talk but still over joy. I LOVE THE RING !! It is simple, looks sexy, very shinning, and also fit. Arr, the thing that I cant forget is Syg really watch harry potter with me than my sis came along. So, hahahahahaha~ both of them are involved. 

Syg's promise did fulfill !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  That day I was so in a good mood. Some more syg keep on hugging me is not I keep on hugging syg. Well, I think we took a lot of picture that day but those picture is with sista till now haven't upload yet. There's a lot of picture I like. I wish I faster get a new phone so that I wont have difficulty of taking picture and wont keep on boring people using their phone. 

I want a new phone syg also want a new phone. Now taking about money again. Can haven drop some money for me? arrr~ not some is 3 begs of money for me? All is full of money.How lucky am I ? hahaha~ If that happens. =)

Syg has prove a lot of things to me. I know in future syg wont disappoint me. Im actually smiling now. =)

As you can see, the picture on top at the corner there is a little cute teddy bear. That's syg gift to me, I put there because when I wake up I saw the teddy bear. It reminds me of my big teddy bear. hehe~  If you can't see it. I give you some tipis is on top of a yellow flower basket.

So, next week Wednesday is SMKSM sports day. Which I think it will be a fun day for those who love sports cause they get to compete with different color of houses. But the after that week all form 5 need to face examination again~ As everyone said "Im not prepared !!"
It goes the same thing to every student in form 5.

Tomorrow Im going to SMK Cheras again for Teknik menjawab Ekanomi Asas start at 8 in the morning til 4 in the afternoon. Gosh, that a long day !

I suddenly miss all my yoga lesson the teachers and getting sweating like just finish taking bath but it also allow me to release my tension and must not forget to keep my body maintain slim. Im not LCLY anyone who is reading my blog now but it may help you to maintain till your old. Because I plan when I gave birth in future I don't wanna have a big tummy. All im doing this just for my future =)
I wanna go back   )=

I promise myself to start studying but til now Im only do half the work nit yet full. I know is not too late yet. So, lady and gentle man wish me LUCK !!! always think positive and smile even though people around might think your nuts but let me tell you it really helps you.

My eyes are really bangkak, I tried to put ice but it make me even more sleep but can't sleep.Arr~when my eyes gets real bangkak like now its call because of arguments, pressure, stress, tension... you mention it I've got  all of it even love sick. Im really trying  find time to have relax and I can enjoy myself just for one day I am more than happy. Im a damn girly personality so you get what I mean when I said girly right ? spa, shopping, going to beach, go some where new for journey. 

GOSH, that will be so freaking awesome!!! So, well, well, one day left and its Friday baby..! Im am super excited. What can possible go wrong ?? aiks, I forget my temper. ><" But hey, Im trying to be more understanding . No joke, Im begging for peace in my live now. 

How can I forget? My harry potter movie but tomorrow. Erm, I don't if I say this before but Im happy and sad at the same time cause this movie is the final chapter and happy cause I can't wait to see what is the movie about and the ending part is important to know. Who wins who lose, all those things. 

This pass few days, there is something bordering me. Arr~ a lot of people around the world have eye bags for some reason they did not have enough sleep or always sleeps late and other else. Well, for my case I've not only have eye bags but also few lines of veins. It has irritates me very much, at first I never took serious about it but now yes ! I wonder why do I have vein under my eyes while other people don't? What have cause me to have this veins.

When people ask me about it. I was totally speechless about it. I wish to get rid of this veins. Before it becomes more worst or more. I don't want to go for surgery although it can get rid that easily but still surgery is not something that you wanna play with. It can cause life and dead ! No way, I will go for it. There is no other way to allow it to fades away without causing any consequences ?

I hope to get some answers.

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I am so thankful that my syg still remembers me. And having syg is a wonderful thing. Syg has been my back bone through good time and bad times. I really appreciate it with all my heart and soul. At this moment, I felt guilty because since yesterday I promise to skype with syg. In the end, I did not get to skype cause my mom lock the room and at that time the modem was not on. So, arrrrrrrrr T.T

I get all excited when syg told me that syg coming back for 1 and half day here back in k.l. Plain a lot of things to do before syg go back. I've got sometime very proud of saying this that syg really keeps syg's promise !!! syg told me that syg will watch harry potter with me and keep asking me to don't worry. But at that time, I refuse to listen and cried because of it. 

Haha~ syg just in time for it. See~ on 14 th July the release of harry potter the movie and syg coming back on the 15th of July. Weeee~ hate to admit but it seems like everything comes natural. Im very very happy about it~ Super duper happy !! more than words it self. 

I can't wait for that day. Hehe~ 

This time I must do the picture for syg. It will be my mission but at the mean time I still have  economic problem but I work things out. Just have to be patient . Wish me luck. 

I can't really think much cause im over happy. C: 

For this week, I kinda get the feeling of being more lazy than I've use too but that does not mean in my studies as well. The more I become lazy is because of too much stress, day by day that has pass the stress level get higher and higher. That's why, Im thinking of a way to release tension or stress by going for a short trip or go shopping or go some where near for picnic as long do something that is fun.

Yesterday, I start tuition again but now change to damai perdana. My first class with Mr. Alex is BM I felt that is not bad. I like the way he teach and how he explain things.Today im having SEJ don't know which teacher yet. Im gonna find out soon.

Today is the fourth day since syg left k.l sis and I miss syg very much. Syg has been very busy lately so did not get to chat much. But when syg able to call just to wake me up, syg wouldn't miss the chance. Now, I never less holding my phone where ever I go. Im more on busy doing finish my school work and start reading all subject. I can't forget that syg put effort to give motivation by giving me fails and book clip and few exercise books. Syg gave it to me before syg left K.L. So, now im using it. Hehe~

stress

I've been into a lot of stress lately. Always feeling sleep being sick and have this  problem that my body is very heaty. All I can say is, more updates will be coming up about what? im not sure yet. So stay tune~
Peace out guys !

Harry Potter

When I saw the poster as my sista was driving to viva. I got all excited I directly look at the date when its gonna release on 4th of July but when I recheck it. It becomes 14th of July, do you know what I think?? I think Im over excited til I left to see there is a number 1 beside the 4 or maybe just maybe....really is tomorrow. Hmmmmmm, where did I saw that huge poster at? I can't remember. ><"

This Harry Potter movie is very important to me. Why ?  Because Im so in love with the movie, I never miss it. I start to watch this movie since the very beginning. Don't believe ? Ask my parents and you may ask me sista too. I always pull here to watch this movie although I've watch it 3 times or 300 times.

Well, key point is that, since this is my most favorite movie . I only watch this movie with the people who is important in my life. It really means a lot to me.

Get that ?

02.07.11

I watch this movie today. For me, there is only one word  AWESOME !!! Although it was scary but it also a funny movie. Thumbs up . I think when I was watching this movie whenever I get scared I keep moving up and down and left to right cover my eyes with both of my hands but eager to know what happen.

Today was the begging of the sad life although I know no matter what happens my sista is by my side but there is always the feeling of someone is missing and I think of that person without knowing my tears drop from my eyes. I can't control, I can't hold it back. But when im in front of other people I always ignore what  they are telling me about syg. I don't really wanna cry in front of other people, I think its a pantang for me. I don't  know whats the reason.

This few days I always write about syg already because I can't tell what I feel. But when I start to write about it, it comes naturally really is what on my mind and what I feel. Today, I did not talk much with syg. I just wanna hug syg. Just by that simple hug, it tells me that everything is all right and syg is here. 

To be honest, Im very bad with long distance relationship. But i always push myself to think positive, I just want to handle it with good care. 

Syg is the first person who keep telling me that im pretty. I truly appreciate it cause that's really important for a woman or a lady or a teenager because that allows to give them even more confident for them self. So, syg is a sweet person right ? hehe~ ya, I know. 

Well, I think im going to miss the beatboxs that syg do. All of that when syg feels bored or got nothing else to do. How the hell can I forget the cricket sound cause I only know one person who can do that. 

I feel like wanna smile but when I smile than I feel of crying back.

I don't know how to stop.

Hmmmmm.....
I feel sad......

Tomorrow is our last day together, after this will be more less than what we use to see each other. I knew syg will have a hard time over there, syg have no problem with communication only that sometime syg feel out of place when he did not have same race as syg even just a little bit ppl. I can't forget that the collage rules are tight too. I'll miss syg and syg's smell but yesterday I took syg's perfume. GOSH, i love love love love love x99 the smell. I smell it every night and day even if he haven't leave yet.

My heart crys very badly....and keep thinking that tomorrow is the finally !

I really dont want to image how hard am I gonna live without his support and his power of hug. hehe~ The outside of me looks. Yea, ok..im fine that your leaving. I visit you when i can. But the real thing is that, my heart said, NO NO NO. Can you don't go far? Don't leave so fast. Don't leave me alone here. The pain is unbearable .

Now, I've plan to do every little things I can with syg even crazy things make syg geli, play pillow fight, hug syg til don't wanna let go, asking syg to carry me every where, slap him (playing around), kick him, smell him like what dogs do and a lot more. I hope syg will miss every little thing so that he will come back every time he can. Hehe~ Shuuuuuuuuuu~=X "secret "

my heart still hurts......

mommy's birthday

Happy birthday Ma !!!
Sometimes I felt that she is very annoying and sometimes I felt that she is very bossy not only that loves to bully me T.T
Ya, no matter what she still my mother. Haha~ Mostly of my attitude is copy cat from my mom like bossy, temper, self fish, self center, quite, throw things around or destroy when angry. From my dad is soft hearted, never say no to a invitation, keep the angry to myself, forgetful and just put every situation like its whatever.

Arr..today is my mom's birthday and my dad come back late. LOL !

The sound of music

What had inspired me to write about this topic was from Oprah show. A lot of people on the earth loves music, they just listen to them but did not know the history of the music. Well, you can start from here. The movie 'The sound of Music' is a very well know movie in the music industry, it is not only a movie but it base on true story. To those who know this movie they celebrate 45 years anniversary of this movie.

 Staring my beautiful and awesome voice- Julia Andrews and Christopher Plummer 

After 45 years this is how they look like...still beautiful and handsome.

Right? xD

Don't believe me? Go to youtube and check it out yourself, listen to the music then only you understand why i like this movie. It also teach moral values. Just research for The sound of music .

now days, i always spend time with my syg. Its very hard for me to hear or watch syg go to some where far to future syg's studies. Although Kuantan is not far as many ppl may think, thn they might say that i've got car just drive my ass to kuantan but to see the real view. Spm is coming up, i d not really focus on my revision yet and syg is gonna start collage. mostly, when the collage start there is a lot of thing you have to do or get to use of the situation after a couple of months only you start to loosen up. There maybe ppl who will disagree with me but this is what i've seen with my own eyes not only my friends but my own cousins until they will break up with their gf or bf. Cause it also happen to me with my previous relationship. I cant image myself how badly am i gonna miss syg, i cant even really image about it either. T.T As i told syg before there is good n bad thing about syg leaving k.l. I got the time to do my revision the bad one is when i miss syg i cant give syg my hug or be my side when i need syg the most. And i told syg also that for sure that we will have a big arugement when our plan did not happen as we promise. At that time i will have a heart break cuz i d not like argue with syg..i really dun like. im only like this wit syg but when im wit others when ppl wanna argue with me i nvr bck down.

omg !!! can you believe it..im crying rite now...gosh...

watever i say or ask him to do or wat i wish for, syg always make it come true. Syg always make sure it come true. it always make me cry. no matter it is impossible or not. syg make sure it happen juz for me. my heart melt like ice-cream on the spot.  no body can beat syg !! tat' for sure. 

i really do found my soul mate and its syg =*

as i always hope and wish for is this relation go future, through hard times and good times. uoy evol i !!!!!!

Now exam is finish, I can do whatever I feel of doing. Free girl !!
Im back to my blogging.
Well, I've gotta say that I have a new experience that happened to me today.

Is not a good one but when this happen I felt like why the hell am I so stupid !


As I going back home by public bus, I walked to the bus stop to wait for bus 62. Out of no where comes a guy with a black color back-pack, he just walk fast and over-cut in front of me then he start to walk slowly. After few step, he look back at me. I just buat bodoh when he look at me.
I stop to the place where I always wait for the bus to came, after 5 mins he come back again this time I can see his face show that he is damn FAKE.


Guy : Sorry, where should I wait for Connought bus ?
Me : Connought ?
Guy : Yes, sorry I don't really know the way here. I just come back from US.
Me : There * pointing a cross the street .
Guy :  Are you rushing?
Me : * blur
Guy : Can we have a walk in side LM, just for 5 mins. 5 mins .Can ? PLEASE ? please ?
Me : * blur
Guy : Please ?
Me * looking at my watch. Sorry, cant. I have tuition later on.
Guy : *rubbing my left hand . Oh, its ok ~
Me : ( UR NOT MY TYPE) says my mind *.
Guy : Whats your name?
Me : *silents. Aaaaaaa, Belle.
Guy: * shake hand with me. Im Aamos.
Me : Oh~
Guy: How old are you?
Me: 17
Guy : Oh, same ~
Me: ( true or not? U look 20 something) inner reaction. Oh~
Guy : So, still studying ?
Me : ya~
Guy : Oh, im finish cuz I study at US.
Me : Which part of US?
Guy : Chicargo.
Me : Oh~
Guy: *start rubbing my hand again then come even closer.
Me : My bus has arrived. * trying to escape .
Guy : ok *with a smile on the face. shake hand, pull me back n hug me. Bye, nice meeting you ! give me KISS KISS.
Me : FUCK !!! *push him away. my face turn side ways he really kiss with his saliva on my face.

When I left, I did not know why I did not throw my water on him or slap him. I think he even mo my breast. ><"
He does not look like his from US. The way he speak or the way he dress up does not look anything that show his from US !!!He cant even walk properly, the shoes that he was wearing also not well put on him. When he walk he looks like the shoe is too big for him. When he talks, the side of his mouth show alot of bubble(saliva). SHORT. HE DOES NOT LOOK CLEAN.
FUCK !!!!
I feel of vomiting when I flash back and think of him. He makes me sick.
When I reach home, I took 3 times to shower with cold, hold and cold.
 Check my school beg if he put any creepy thing inside.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm.....I don't know why my head still feel the dizzy. Anything to cure it ? I had enough this is the second  sickness that I had the most. First- FLU Second- the feeling of DIZZY.

Do you know what? I found a shoes that I wanna buy but not so sure about it yet. Cause there is a lot of thing in mind for next month.
Should I buy it or not?
O.o

Someone has asked me about **m. Something like my opinion about **m.

Ok, let me start from here. At the beginning it was like friend to friend talk in fb than exchange number the main purpose was to have contact each other and when his free time. He could teach me skills about volleyball. He did tell me about his ex and what happen to the both of them. Well, for me it was normal, I just gave him few advice and my opinion about it. I could understand his feelings not that I've been through its because he talk about it so details like nothing was left out. I also notice about him that he like to ask people opinion about someone or something. Every time he ask something like this I think of my sister. The attitude is almost the same.I never thought that this will go future.

=)

Happy mother day !!! To all the mother out there~ =)

Yesterday I was really SHOCK !! It was a happy day for me.

I been kinda busy now days and the coming days. Because its exam week super stress.
Thinking when will be my JPJ test.
All I wanna do is go to the beach and relax ~!! Allow me to show you some HOT picture ~

When I saw this picture, it makes me even more want to go to a beach but there is in Malaysia its hard to find a beach as same as in the Philippines.

Hot pictures right?

D'club

 Today's day was like bitter sweet for me and my mom. All I can say is no matter last time or now, it is not easy to find/have a family happy that is united as one and there is no problem between all of them. Start from the grandparents to their grandchildren or to the next generation. For sure, there is jealousy, hate, misunderstanding, do not communicate well and all sort of things.

My sister has become the witness of all the things.She even said so herself. It is not a good example and deep inside there is pain.As I always say before what goes around, comes around.

The sweet part is I get to relax :)
By going for a swim, steam and jacuzzi wanna to go to gym but there was not enough time. Haha~but there will be next time. This plan was suppose to be a group of ours but last min they ffk.

Nahh~you know yourself. I don't wanna mention names.
To be honest, it was the perfect timing. I really enjoyed =)
WWWWeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ >.*

The boy and his bestfriend

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

Duke and Duchess of Cambridge

I went to school today for the krusus kepimpinan start at 8 til 4 pm. I wanna say thank you to my dear friend Vanisha for fetching me. I did enjoy the day and also had fun as so as the feeling of tiredness. There was boring and fun too but the highlight for today for me is En. Khairulnizam, I admirer him with his teachings and I do appreciate it.

A big stone in my heart was release Im glad :)

Yesterdays wedding was pretty awesome !!! I love the royal family since I was in a very young age. All this is because my mom always watch them and love them, I follow my moms taste~That's also the reason why my name was name after Queen Elizabeth the second.
I wanna mark this memory so I decide to post the royal picture to my blog, so whenever I read it over again I will remember~

 I LOVE PRINCE HARRY !!!!!
I LIKE PRINCE WILLIAM !!!!!
MY IDOL QUEEN MOTHER !!!!!!!
LOVE PRINCESS CATHERINE !!!!!!