Now exam is finish, I can do whatever I feel of doing. Free girl !!
Im back to my blogging.
Well, I've gotta say that I have a new experience that happened to me today.

Is not a good one but when this happen I felt like why the hell am I so stupid !


As I going back home by public bus, I walked to the bus stop to wait for bus 62. Out of no where comes a guy with a black color back-pack, he just walk fast and over-cut in front of me then he start to walk slowly. After few step, he look back at me. I just buat bodoh when he look at me.
I stop to the place where I always wait for the bus to came, after 5 mins he come back again this time I can see his face show that he is damn FAKE.


Guy : Sorry, where should I wait for Connought bus ?
Me : Connought ?
Guy : Yes, sorry I don't really know the way here. I just come back from US.
Me : There * pointing a cross the street .
Guy :  Are you rushing?
Me : * blur
Guy : Can we have a walk in side LM, just for 5 mins. 5 mins .Can ? PLEASE ? please ?
Me : * blur
Guy : Please ?
Me * looking at my watch. Sorry, cant. I have tuition later on.
Guy : *rubbing my left hand . Oh, its ok ~
Me : ( UR NOT MY TYPE) says my mind *.
Guy : Whats your name?
Me : *silents. Aaaaaaa, Belle.
Guy: * shake hand with me. Im Aamos.
Me : Oh~
Guy: How old are you?
Me: 17
Guy : Oh, same ~
Me: ( true or not? U look 20 something) inner reaction. Oh~
Guy : So, still studying ?
Me : ya~
Guy : Oh, im finish cuz I study at US.
Me : Which part of US?
Guy : Chicargo.
Me : Oh~
Guy: *start rubbing my hand again then come even closer.
Me : My bus has arrived. * trying to escape .
Guy : ok *with a smile on the face. shake hand, pull me back n hug me. Bye, nice meeting you ! give me KISS KISS.
Me : FUCK !!! *push him away. my face turn side ways he really kiss with his saliva on my face.

When I left, I did not know why I did not throw my water on him or slap him. I think he even mo my breast. ><"
He does not look like his from US. The way he speak or the way he dress up does not look anything that show his from US !!!He cant even walk properly, the shoes that he was wearing also not well put on him. When he walk he looks like the shoe is too big for him. When he talks, the side of his mouth show alot of bubble(saliva). SHORT. HE DOES NOT LOOK CLEAN.
FUCK !!!!
I feel of vomiting when I flash back and think of him. He makes me sick.
When I reach home, I took 3 times to shower with cold, hold and cold.
 Check my school beg if he put any creepy thing inside.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm.....I don't know why my head still feel the dizzy. Anything to cure it ? I had enough this is the second  sickness that I had the most. First- FLU Second- the feeling of DIZZY.

Do you know what? I found a shoes that I wanna buy but not so sure about it yet. Cause there is a lot of thing in mind for next month.
Should I buy it or not?
O.o

Someone has asked me about **m. Something like my opinion about **m.

Ok, let me start from here. At the beginning it was like friend to friend talk in fb than exchange number the main purpose was to have contact each other and when his free time. He could teach me skills about volleyball. He did tell me about his ex and what happen to the both of them. Well, for me it was normal, I just gave him few advice and my opinion about it. I could understand his feelings not that I've been through its because he talk about it so details like nothing was left out. I also notice about him that he like to ask people opinion about someone or something. Every time he ask something like this I think of my sister. The attitude is almost the same.I never thought that this will go future.

=)

Happy mother day !!! To all the mother out there~ =)

Yesterday I was really SHOCK !! It was a happy day for me.

I been kinda busy now days and the coming days. Because its exam week super stress.
Thinking when will be my JPJ test.
All I wanna do is go to the beach and relax ~!! Allow me to show you some HOT picture ~

When I saw this picture, it makes me even more want to go to a beach but there is in Malaysia its hard to find a beach as same as in the Philippines.

Hot pictures right?

D'club

 Today's day was like bitter sweet for me and my mom. All I can say is no matter last time or now, it is not easy to find/have a family happy that is united as one and there is no problem between all of them. Start from the grandparents to their grandchildren or to the next generation. For sure, there is jealousy, hate, misunderstanding, do not communicate well and all sort of things.

My sister has become the witness of all the things.She even said so herself. It is not a good example and deep inside there is pain.As I always say before what goes around, comes around.

The sweet part is I get to relax :)
By going for a swim, steam and jacuzzi wanna to go to gym but there was not enough time. Haha~but there will be next time. This plan was suppose to be a group of ours but last min they ffk.

Nahh~you know yourself. I don't wanna mention names.
To be honest, it was the perfect timing. I really enjoyed =)
WWWWeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ >.*

The boy and his bestfriend

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.