What a busy month I've just been through but most of the time is always arguing with someone. Haiz~ Do you know what's my biggest  problem now? 

I did not really start my revision yet and even though I try to study the next hour my concentration is gone.

There is another thing that I have been thinking for a long time. Form 5 prefects should be fully retire but it has been postpone til September or October. The teachers keep on postpone it makes me feel want to resign my duty.So, I was wonder should I just resign?

But there is other thing, that strike me. That day when Pn.Chin was scolding all the prefects, she said that "If you can't do your duty for 20 mins and during recess 20 mins. Then, just resign on the spot. "

It may sound easy but it is more than that. Im still trying to figuring it out, cause now days I don't really go to school because of tired doing my duty and being late on my duty.

Tomorrow will be monthly test and I truly did not study not at all. I know that this exam is only few chapter and it is only base on Form 5. To be honest, this year I feel like I did not study just playing around but I class I don't really talk much and did not play much either. I always sleep, I don't know what makes me feel so tired.

So, I take this test as a test for myself if I do understand what I've been learning in my form 5 chapters. But you know what? I don't want to be in the bottom of the class. Although that might not be possible but who knows right? 

How life for me ? My stress is never ending.Wish that the spm fast come and go. So that, I would make me so headache. Problems always coming. Once there is not problem life it feels so peaceful but when problem comes it continues come one after another. As my friend always tell me, " This is life !! ". 

As for my love life..........................

Just finish arguing. This week was HELL !!! Than, when I check my fb. Syg said that syg's coming back to k.l. That time I was thinking sure marh?? My mind said don't play. On friday, I know that syg really is coming back for real because of the argument. Well, of course from my sista. Everything goes to her when there is a problem cause there is someone always find her. Sikit-sikit also find her already. LOL !

But what else can I do that person is degil. Just follow along. I degil if I don't want rather than that I think nothing liao gua. O.O" 

hmmmmm, before this week syg also got come back to visit me. That time was syg's first time to visit me since syg left to kuantan for 2 weeks.  I know when syg is acting weird. Wanna know why?? hehe~ this one I wont tell cause this is my secret weapon. 

On the day he first came back, we went for a dinner to a fancy restaurant and propose to me. Warh, frankly  damn malu to see or to talk but still over joy. I LOVE THE RING !! It is simple, looks sexy, very shinning, and also fit. Arr, the thing that I cant forget is Syg really watch harry potter with me than my sis came along. So, hahahahahaha~ both of them are involved. 

Syg's promise did fulfill !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  That day I was so in a good mood. Some more syg keep on hugging me is not I keep on hugging syg. Well, I think we took a lot of picture that day but those picture is with sista till now haven't upload yet. There's a lot of picture I like. I wish I faster get a new phone so that I wont have difficulty of taking picture and wont keep on boring people using their phone. 

I want a new phone syg also want a new phone. Now taking about money again. Can haven drop some money for me? arrr~ not some is 3 begs of money for me? All is full of money.How lucky am I ? hahaha~ If that happens. =)

Syg has prove a lot of things to me. I know in future syg wont disappoint me. Im actually smiling now. =)

As you can see, the picture on top at the corner there is a little cute teddy bear. That's syg gift to me, I put there because when I wake up I saw the teddy bear. It reminds me of my big teddy bear. hehe~  If you can't see it. I give you some tipis is on top of a yellow flower basket.