Hmmmmm.....
I feel sad......

Tomorrow is our last day together, after this will be more less than what we use to see each other. I knew syg will have a hard time over there, syg have no problem with communication only that sometime syg feel out of place when he did not have same race as syg even just a little bit ppl. I can't forget that the collage rules are tight too. I'll miss syg and syg's smell but yesterday I took syg's perfume. GOSH, i love love love love love x99 the smell. I smell it every night and day even if he haven't leave yet.

My heart crys very badly....and keep thinking that tomorrow is the finally !

I really dont want to image how hard am I gonna live without his support and his power of hug. hehe~ The outside of me looks. Yea, ok..im fine that your leaving. I visit you when i can. But the real thing is that, my heart said, NO NO NO. Can you don't go far? Don't leave so fast. Don't leave me alone here. The pain is unbearable .

Now, I've plan to do every little things I can with syg even crazy things make syg geli, play pillow fight, hug syg til don't wanna let go, asking syg to carry me every where, slap him (playing around), kick him, smell him like what dogs do and a lot more. I hope syg will miss every little thing so that he will come back every time he can. Hehe~ Shuuuuuuuuuu~=X "secret "

my heart still hurts......