Saturday, 2 July 2011

02.07.11


I watch this movie today. For me, there is only one word  AWESOME !!! Although it was scary but it also a funny movie. Thumbs up . I think when I was watching this movie whenever I get scared I keep moving up and down and left to right cover my eyes with both of my hands but eager to know what happen.

Today was the begging of the sad life although I know no matter what happens my sista is by my side but there is always the feeling of someone is missing and I think of that person without knowing my tears drop from my eyes. I can't control, I can't hold it back. But when im in front of other people I always ignore what  they are telling me about syg. I don't really wanna cry in front of other people, I think its a pantang for me. I don't  know whats the reason.

This few days I always write about syg already because I can't tell what I feel. But when I start to write about it, it comes naturally really is what on my mind and what I feel. Today, I did not talk much with syg. I just wanna hug syg. Just by that simple hug, it tells me that everything is all right and syg is here. 

To be honest, Im very bad with long distance relationship. But i always push myself to think positive, I just want to handle it with good care. 

Syg is the first person who keep telling me that im pretty. I truly appreciate it cause that's really important for a woman or a lady or a teenager because that allows to give them even more confident for them self. So, syg is a sweet person right ? hehe~ ya, I know. 

Well, I think im going to miss the beatboxs that syg do. All of that when syg feels bored or got nothing else to do. How the hell can I forget the cricket sound cause I only know one person who can do that. 

I feel like wanna smile but when I smile than I feel of crying back.
I don't know how to stop.

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