My very old friend.

I consider my dog is a best friend, his with me through good times and bad times. Although his old already he still know who to manja with me and my parents.

He is scared with loud noise like fire craksers, trying to enter the house. I know most apartment do not allow pets but not everyone follow it. So, i will still bring my pan pan with me. <3

To me, his the old best friend cause dog best friend are humans. Cats cant protect you from harm abduction cant even rescue when there is a fire.
Yet, his the only buddy that dont tell my secret behind my back and lies to me.

I use to have 2 dogs white and brown colour, the brown one is lost for 10 years. I have this dogs for 11-12 years. I love them very much since there were puppy that is newly born.



My cute lopan

I notice he will bite any animal that irritates him even children but if you treat him good. He just smell you butt, it is was dogs do right ? they smell to know stuff not by talking.

See this picture.


Its a flys bite by non other then lopan..

Sometimes good things in life have to end.

What had happened to me yesterday was a hell of a shock for me.
If he had tell me the truth, I would be his supporter.
But what he told his mom and me was very different, i was shock and shut up for a while when his mom called me that night.

Because of hurt by what she had said, my heart was full with fire and fight back for what he destory my image in fornt of his mom.
I knew him well, when he got caught from his parents of what he did he will say the truth from A - Y. The Z is missing cause i knew that few things he wont say it out.

During the conversation with his mom, we're both fight fire to fire and it goes worst. When we reach the center ahead told me what did his son tell her about me and i did the same.

I promise aunt Diana that i would stay away, I will do as i promise.

Between me and him, things got out of our hands. We had just argue and got back together. Last week, we were just fine, things went well. We were happy, he made my heart melt.
The ending of this is very suddenly, the impact was hard on me.
Til i barely sleep and eat, my gosh !

I know this will end after few weeks or months. I have to be strong :)
what he did to me was unbelievable.
Im hurt, he thought only him.
I cant be with a person that cant even protect me.

I really want to ask him, did my parents do the same as you did to me?
my parents never curse you yet they say your good person. They said good things about you.

His mother said it loud and clear, she never accept me as his son's girl.
If he did really married me, she would poison herself and me to death.

This remind me of my mom that been rejected by my father's side family.
I dont want it to happen to me because i never really got the love from my grandparents. I will never let it happen my child one day.

Sis called me and told things about him, of the things ahead said to her.
I was even thinking of a way to talk to him but now, sorry i've change my mind.

CNY !

I know that CNY is on the 4 the of Feb. But the new spring begin in this coming 23 th of Jan, therefore its not advisable to think negative things as well as do negative things and its not good to say bad words or make a person mad.
As what the people says " What goes around, comes around ".

Nobody likes bad luck for themself, do good it is for the best.
:)
My first advise for the early 2012.

My family and I went to KDU University College for open day. My parents were please with what KDU has offered me and had made the deal.
It looks us awhile to find the place, because we havent been to Damansara Jaya for jalan2.
Now, I know !!
A lot of place for me to visit soon.

I even saw a few seniors of mine from SMKSM. Mmmmmmmm~ not bad, not alone :D

So, my course will be Bachelor of Business (Hons) with Law as what I wanted and plan for.
Im very happy.

Hoho~ dads salary soon !!!!!
Shopping again.....
Whuahahahahahaha.....
Every girls best friend.

=)

Im back to zero again.
No more boyfriend and no more close friend that I can talk with. I think have but things is not the same way as before.

Well, well. Im strong, im fine ;)
when collage start I get a better bf dor myself.
Start another new friendship.

After all the years staying in Cheras, been through a lot. Mostly alone so hahaha...this time will be an easy job.
I do miss few friends of mine in school. Hope to see you all again <3

Hmmm, suddenly miss a prefume i use to smell but gave it away, i need to buy another prefume to get me through the day. Everything that happen to me today, i know its for the best for me no more turning back.

Now 80% of my stuff are in the new house. Im trying to keep myself busy, its another way to keep me going through the day. Anyways, when dads salary comes i get to do some CNY shopping.
Weeeeeee :)

I truly dont want to stay here anymore.
FATER MOVE OUT !!!

Busy

Since I did not update my blog, I've been packing things. So, lately Im very busy. Mmmm, as you can see my background has change. I dont really like pink anymore not as much as before this. Now, Im more into red. Hehe~

The relationship did not last long as I image the last time and during our one year anniversary mmmmm...... How to say..... Not special at all and I dont feel anything. He is still wants to going out at midnight like bats. I dont like it.

Anyways, the problem was always there and each time I have to step up like man to solve it. It was always my way cause his way was like his mom thought got a lot of time on his side.

I think because of anger and pain, it cover the everythung till I dont feel the same way as before.
If he notice it, by now its already slove. Too late to change it. Better to move on and never look back.

New life is ahead of me.
Wish me luck <3