Happy new year every one !

I did not go out for countdown this year because its more better to celebrate with family.
Erm, but i did went out this morning not as I planied but mmmm enjoy also.

I break the rule, suppose to be after 3 months then can colour my hair again. I have a new reason for it cause its new year..
Hehe~
Of course, I have to say thank you for a speacial person. Hubbby !!!
For helping colour my hair.

Haiz

The this not how I want to remember the end of 2011. I finally reach home from the hospital. I can't remember anything that happen to me before end up in the hospital, mom said I fainted along the staircase.
No wonder, my whole back pain. Aiyoo~
Well, nothing is more comfortable then home. Its good to be back home.

Im into movies a lot, I got it from dad. So, I've got a movie to recommend for you guys :)
Title is 3 idiots.
My parents watch it first on astro not sure which channel. I was busy watching other movie in my room. From time to time I can hear them laugh til crying and guess what? The movie made both of my parents cried. My dad keep on saying the movie is very nice.

Until yesterday only I get to watch the movie because it was on air in TV3.
Trust me, its not about love story. Its about follow your dreams and fight for it, do the job that you like from the heart not because of parents force you be the person they what you to be.















I like this guy cause his good in acting.

When oh when can I go shopping? It has been two months since I shopping.
T.T
When can you come true.

Dec 25.

My parents and I was watching tv the whole day then, auntie Molly called my mom and invite us to fo her house for christmas. Do you know where is auntie Molly's family house MELAKA by the time she called it was already 6 pm.


Mom rush to change cloths and force me to go along. Haiz~ all adult only me teenager kinda boring.
When we reach melaka it was about 9.30 pm and when I enter the house it was more people than last year, the place was like a club beers very where, a lots of foooods !!!
This year was a lot different than last year, you can find a lot of people even a Japanese was there when auntie Molly intro to us. I was shocked me because it was thier relative. Wow~ they call themself as pizza cause its mix with a lot of stuff to be come a prefect pizza.

After a while comes a Australian people all the family. No wonder auntie Molly keep saying more of my relative will come to celebrate christmas with them. A lot of joke and laughter happening. I stay close with dad cause I make me feel a little bit uncomfortable. Mom was drunk after few beers cause she drink mix mix.
This year was not boring as last year, so Im kinda happy with that. If it was not for Lilly accompany me. I was get to enjoy as much I did.











On the way to melaka !

Wish

Today did not go any where with friends cause no money..huhu~ T.T
Instead I had to follow my parents for a while to go to Damansara for the measurements for kitchen kabinet.
I took a picture of my soon to be bed room.






Mom choose the colour, mother will always be mother. She is very bossy.

Since is christmas, I think there is no problem saying my wish for this year and next year.

Hmmm...let me recall..

1. I already have burberry so now next collection is chanel bag.

2. I wanna star my own collection of accesories like what my mom have, her diamons is gorgeous. I think I start with necklace first then continue something else.

3. Eat a lot of steak. Anyone can recommend to me ?

4. money for shopping, I bet year end sale will be happening soon.

5. to those who know me very very very well, I have my own tradision and that is very year change something about my look. So, I plan that after im satisfied with the colour of my hair. Then, only I curl my hair. I hope by that time my hair is longer.

6. I hope this does not sound odd but I want to bring my dog(lopan) to a dog spa.
I love my dog. Its hard to find the same dog like him here in Malaysia.

7. Travel

8. Buy more heels.

9. Go to spa myself.

10. Still thinking.... Hahahaha :-D
Happy Christmas Eve.
I suddenly remember something when I say this, my baby cousin's name ! Cristine Eve.

Hang out with one of my girl.;)

Vanisha rang me up few days ago and plan of going out together. So, I arrange my time to go out with her. It was a very tireding day, gosh !

We went watch movie for 2 hours, it was long but funny story. In the middle of movie it feels a little bit boring. After the movie we went to pavilion to take a couple of picture since cristmas is coming very soon.
Nice day ;)










Does she look pretty when she smile ??
haha ~ I had to force her and have a good result.









Saw azik along the way, miss this silly guy.


I did not get to have a proper sleep last night because waiting for a VVIP to come and send my supper. It is actually kinda yammy =)
Thank you !

Full of bad luck today !

I thought I might not be able to go sunwaylagon to play but last minute my dad receive a little bit money from no where ( His not willing to talk about it but I kinda guess its from the company ). So, since I got money. Of course, I want to go.


I really waited for this day to come. I was so excited till I can't even sleep although I tried to sleep early so that I wont miss my enjoyable moment. When things start to be excited and happy, there is this one person who always cross the bouderies when it happen things gets very bitter than that person from 360 degree change and say it was just playing around or say " Alah, jangan macam tu. I sayang back. "


To girls, do you feel nice about it? Its like having a world war 3 than suddenly your enemy treats you sweet. I don't get it at all !! This kind of people have to send to mental hospital.


Suppose to be going to sunway is on 12th Dec. But I give and take with that guy, so I waited and waited til today. Guess what?? Problems occour, "dad took my phone", "saw and the mssg", "shit" was here and there. I really don't get how does he handle this stuff. It happen a lot of time when his dad took his phone from him, he just never learn. As elder people always say that its hard to teach a person when the cup is already full.


It end up, Aaron and I go to sunway without him although he siad that he will ask his dad to send him there in the afternoon by the tone of his voice I know what he says is true or not.
Come to the worst part, Aaron and I did even get to enter the gate of sunwaylagon because the money that I bring is not enough. It really breaks my heart when I told him we can't enter because the look of his face was very disappointed. I tired another way to bring him in but it did not work.


I feel real bad, therefore what he was from me I just give to him without question like he wants lolipop, cola, macD and his favourate playing games. To make him happy and forget about sunwaylagon I allow him to watch and choose the movie want to watch.


Not really a day to remember, to all the things that happened. I still go with my decision get a new guy.







This movie I give 5 star, Godamn goooddd!!!!!!
Love love it.
To those haven't watch please go watch.

2012

My parents has a lot of planning for the new house in damansara but unfortunately 80 % of the plan has been postpone due to the thing that is going to happen on Dec 21th. It is not the end of the world but pole twisting is happening. If your wondering what am I talking about please do research about it, just type "Dec 21, 2012" and you may have the answer.

The whole world are invold. So, nobody can escape from it. Therefore all I know all my relative and friends are able to survive. As my dad reseach it deeper the sciencetist of NASA have provied us the time, it happens at 11 am and I thought that it will last for a couple of weeks or months but I was wrong, it will last for 2 - 4 years. During the time, all will go back to the stone age. Let me point out to you who are reading my blog " STONE AGE" !!

Yes, Im being serious about it. I hope that you who are reading tell your parents, friends, love ones about it.

Each day my parents never stop of planning about that day. Like how to keep the food for a year, things that are needed, a place that has no building nor trees not even near to moutin and sea. Learn some surviving skills. A lot a lot of stuff.

Image yourself, no fan, no clean water, no line, no tv and so on.
Honestly, if you understand how serious is it. You will feel scared and worry as I am at this moment. We've got one year to prepare for it. It's not too late to plan for yourself, to whom just got the news.

A question in my head is never be answer until the time comes. During that time, do we as a studies still goes to school or collage or Uni???

After few hours did not contact him, life seems so peaceful and nice. Can breath, think freely everything is aswsome.

Dad did not went to work today so we went a short trip to Damansara to order kitchen cabinet for the new house and drop by at Ikea to ask weather I'm able to work there as a part-timere.

It turns out to be no, because tjere is a training for 6 months. So even part time you still need training. I decide not to take the job.

Hmmm...not sure where or do I still want to work yet.

Unhappy

Yup, I've been unhappy person since spm over. Why?

-a lot of plans that i plan before spm finish, all did not happened.
-sharing a life with a mama's boy
-no money
-no fun
-no life

Actually I don't mind all this, but right now my case. I don't have a friend that has the same flock and have the same cup of tea.
When this happen, who do you turn to?
Boyfriend right?

I've been compromise with him a lot of times, in times of him wanting me to go and fetch him. I did.
When he wants to see me, I go. When he wants to hang out together, I was there no matter what I have to do just to go.

But...........when I need him the most, I can't see him. Non at all ! Even his image is not there. This is really a heart breaking for me. All he wants he gets but what I need is just to be there when I truly needs him.

Since spm over, I've been freaking free doing nothing and all I've done since spm over was eat,sleep,clean the house, watch tv and send my dad to work and fetch him after he finish working because his car break down. I did to want to give him the car cause whenever I feel of going out, I can go.

The plan of going sunway was my idea, I ask him can we do it. We even argue about it because I know its hard for him to go out because of his mother. What he told me was, "I will do it, just give me the time and date must have friends going."
I made him choose who did he wanna ask to join. I feel that the task was easy but it did to work.
I've been waiting and waiting. Now that I over spend my budget and my mood is no longer want to go.
I don't think Im joining his friends either.

After all this years, my past was all about long distance relationship. So, when I feel lonely I just keep silent and cry at one corner alone. Not wanting my close friend to know about it. All I can say about that exprericne was hard.

Until now, I found a new one it feels the same. Although he is just few blocks away still the same. I notice the last time his moral support was doing great but now thumbs down.
when I told him that I wanna work for a while since Im doing nothing and he can't even spend time together. I remember he told me "why so far away? your far from me"
Do you think is logic?? He can't even come out even though he ask permission from the mother. And all his worrying about is Im far from him??
What's that suppose to mean??
Am I correct? or am I wrong ? Who is being selfish ? you or me?

Frankly, his not the bf I need right now.
I appreciate his trying but honestly the result is nothing since the beginning til the end. Just a bit of improvement also non.

I'm back

SPM is OVER !!!!!!!!!
I'm freaking happy about it but what makes me feel weird is that I don't know what am I suppose to do next.
My parents made decision that we are going to move out from cheras to damansara, therefore a lot of thing need to be done. So, I'm not sure if I should go find a job and work for a while.

I'm running out of cash, in order to have cash. I have to work, than only I can go out and enjoy. Hmmmm~ I'm having a headache when I think about it. I wanna have fun but no $$ !! How am I suppose to have fun ??! Aaarggh~

My dad has resign to join other company and it provide him to go all over the Europe country, but before that he needs training because gain more knowledge in what his working at. The training is 3 to 6 months, the good thing is that my mom and I are joining dad. While dad having his training, mom and I travel to the place we can go to the maximum !!

In my number one list is I must go see Windsor castle and shopping of course.. hahaha~

I really wanna go sunway lagon to play water, the last time I enter there was form 3 after PMR. Now that i finish SPM, I must go back there again. For this time, I don't mind getting black because its once in a blue moon?! Am I right ? xD

By the way, today was the last day that i wear school uniform. Hmmm~ suddenly miss school ><"
AND AND AND, I get to colour my hair!!! after a year waiting the result is not what I expect it to be.